Broken again Once again
Bleeding out Crying for you
See me now See the pain
You've broken me again
Once again i die in your arms
Stop fakeing you care
Your false love isn't helping me
Your lie isn't making me better
I'm bleeding out and you don't care
I don't care so neither should you
I'm dieing let me die stop your false love
Broken again Once again
So once again I'm torn between
That thing I want, what I don't need
But just to be in ecstasy
It's worth it for that one release
And then I hear that voice again
Of guilt and shame and penitence
But I can't trade it for this pen
The only sense, this addiction
My lovely maid of blood and pain
Cures my brain, one harmless blade
Lets my life run from my veins
A habit I can't seem to tame
My skin is crawling, begging me
To just give in and let me bleed
Just hide it, they won't ever see
Temptation willing to believe
Three years, eight months, and fifteen days
But one more time, it's all the same
You know, you don't "recover"
They never make you better
Three years, eight months, and fifteen days
But one more time, it's all the same
Even with a fresh clean slate
A cutter's a cutter, all the same