All I Wanted was a Hug

All I wanted

Was a hug

To be told

That I was loved

 

Instead

I got a pep 

Talk

And a 

Scold

 

The 

"I need a life too"

Shit

 

Is really

Getting 

Old

 

I bite my tongue 

When you're 

Around

 

I make not

A

Peep

 

Make not

A

Sound

 

I cover

Myself in

Pastry

 

To 

Get 

Your 

Attention

 

You ignore 

Me totally

And

 

Go it to him

Not to

Mention

 

I am your child

A product 

Of you

 

But you

Don't see

That

 

You look

Right

Through

 

Love me momma

I'm pleading

I'll cut 

 

Myself

'Till I

Am bleeding

 

All I wanted

Was a hug


And now

I'm shriveled

 

On 

The 

Floor

 

All

I wanted 

Was a

Hug

 

Now 

I ask myself

"What for?"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yet another poem about myself & my mother. 

Enjoy.

aDh