t be satisfied or I think so- My mind is near the brink of insanity from the noises to the constant curiosites that whirl within my head- A utter mess that never stops for a second of relief- Perhaps a bullet can release my mind ful of constant thoughts of past present and future- Oh god I hate uttering the world god for it instills a disdain of my just right for life- I can't justify what has happend in an endless probablities of mathmatical law- Oh it intrigues me so - Why does this constantly pulse through my mind with a yawn of sleepiness that I can't pursue - Of If Only I could mangle my neural cirectry to a new passage of superior - I strive for more but I am am an insignificant ailment - A product of an illusion -Yes a bullet can unutter peace and serenity- Oh can you feel the agony I feel- For sociable is opposite of those that neglect with a laugh of my mind- The feelings of none still it all flows to a point of reality- The constant self-reflection goes like a marrie go round- An never ending will as I watch with an eccentric mind of observation- Supposly Poetic I laugh how comical- Poetic this is far but a muddy thought process- I shudder in a corner begginig for this "god" for help but it never comes- What to do what to do- My mind is racing with insanity with sounds coming from every corner- Of paranoia that drives all to a point that leads to a lie- Impulsive ignorant arrogant and all the more incarnate of atomic nuclei- I see the monsters of dread just to fall asleep with a pillow over my head-- Tell me to the reader processing with neural transitors- Tell me sane to insane - I would love to know - For Mind is weird of arcane of strange please explain- Now I see a gun in another- Oh a bullet an end but they say for weaks end-Hm I think and utter- Please acknowledge this great wall of non sense- And tell me is sense reality or mindless ritual - To my mind it thinks to the ground I sleep