walls created by insecurities

He doesn't even know how she really feels.She sits and wonders if these feelings are really real.She gazes out the window into the silent night wondering why the stars arn't that bright tonight.This city that has changed yet exactly stayed the same...while she feels like screaming her heart out to him while everything is tame.She doesn't understand whats going on she feels so lost inside.In her room is where she feels it all it's a place where she can hide.Blocking all the feelings that she doesnt want to say...trying to break down the insecure walls each and everyday.Working so hard to change but realize at the same time...in order to get over these walls she has to start to climb.She's searching for a ladder an easier way over the wall...but she needs to climb herself or she wont change at all.As she is climbing to the top she feels like she has defeated...all of a sudden her doubts and fears have suddenly been deleted.No more tears to cry...no more doubts to fill her mind...she done with everyones bullshit there is no more walls left to climb...

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I wrote this when i realized i didnt like who i was...

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