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My best friend
I fear loosing you
Because you have been my best friend
And I've told you things that I wouldn't dream of telling anyone else
Our ups and downs are frequent
But I guess in some way we persevere
Because mostly I can say you've tried to be there
It's just that trying sometimes doesn't supress
The pain I feel within my chest
It's just sometimes when I need you most
You cannot be found
And I find myself being quiet
When I should be being loud
I want us to talk about being loud
I want us to talk about everything
Like we use to do
We use to talk about our day
We use to ensure that our well being's were okay
Nowadays it's not the same
Tried, and tainted, tattered love
But I'm still in love with you
Through all the pain
You leave an impression on my heart
That leaves me weak beyond words
You are my cause and cure
When I know I need to leave you alone
You make me want you more.
I sometimes wish he would understand where I'm coming from.
Sometimes I just wish my best friend was here for me to talk to.
Sometimes I want to tell my bestfriend how I went to the fair yesterday.
I want to tell my bestfriend how I got home safely.
But my best friend has his own world
The one I love
I fear might begin to love someone else.
I fear I'm being punished for things my best friend and I have done.
So now I must fall to my knee's and repent
But all alone without any sign of my bestfriend.
