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If this is really the end
If this is really the end
I hold our memories still
If love was only temporary
It does not hurt
It kills.
If you can say you don’t care about me
I must move on without regret
It’s just that late at night
The things we did I can’t forget.
What about the time we so gently walked through the park?
What about where we first made love?
That’s where we left our mark.
So what about my heart?
What if it won’t let me leave you alone?
I must travel down this road
To find the one to call my own.
I’m scared of love.
And of all the elements it is made of
I trusted so much thinking you could never let me down
My world was in your hands
If I fell
On you I would land.
What about when on a crowded New York train
I could look straight into your eyes and say
Your are my destiny
And I knew this today.
What about the miles we traveled to see each other
And now that we can be close
You can’t be bothered
And I am bothered with sorrow
And consumed with questions.
Were my insecurities really to blame?
Or did you think that love was all a game?
Did you use me when you needed me?
And your done using me for life?
So why did I think I would someday be your wife?
I accuse cupid
I’m so stupid
I became so blind
Lost in my own blissful world
While my lover was living a lie
A good actor he was because he made me feel complete
I was deluded by his motives
It was all a game of cheat.
I feel cheap.
The worst part is I am still so naïve
If you came running back to me
My foolish ways would repeat.
So if this is really the end
I hold our memories still
And if everyday was just a lie
It was the most honest thing I’ve felt.
