Smile and Ignore

I here your call

Although you say not a word

I am so very distant from a person

Like I have never been before

I am Longing for

I am wanting to be near you

But yet I do not

I want to stay away

Because it is your hurt that caused me to be so distant

You left me fallen like a angel from the sky

Now with a twisted wing

And the halo is broken

From too much sorrow

I needed your love today

But I cannot count on it for tommorow

So now I wonder what is love

Although I still think it exsists

Because the emphasis of it once tickeld my lips

Now seeming to be in the lovely presence of my friends

lonely days for me have not come to an end

Just the other day

I was given false hope

And was a bit uncomfortable

With the feeling

That this Bwoy did a tek mi fah joke

And thinking to myself did I do something to him

For this response to be provoked

He did not understand my wanting to be loved

He could not see I had a feeling for him in my bones

He couldn't read between the lines

He couldn't get my signs

He couldn't read my mind

I am... I am... I am...

Stoped suddenly in my tracks

I dismissed him for his games

But a part of me wants him back.

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