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All of the above
Tears in my eyes today
I see the fears of the world
Been wanting worthy parents
Since I was a little girl
No one understands me and I'm sick of arguing
The worlds a sty, spiritless pepole think it's okay to sin
Not a worthy role model any where in sight
Only Jesus can save me
This I know, but still my actions are not right
Feeling like crying, because Im blessed, yet,
Still living in misery
Feeling kind of frustrated because no one understands me
I know these are things that everyone goes through
I know every human being wonders what to do
I am the fruit of this woman's womb
But the ones she despises
She doesn't look to see the pain in her child's eyes
Catch her doing sinful shit
But telling me to go to church.
True hypocrite of her own word
She yells and rants and raves
About the things she can't fix.
I see her as a weak individual
I believe that's why she does this
She had me reminicing on past days of sorrow
She would give me my grief
And then ask for money to borrow.
To be placed in this world was not something I asked.
It was a concequence of action taken by a willing task
Im not complaining, Im just mad,
And Im not getting comfort from the ones Im with.
I used to be loving, caring and sweet
But the world tore my heart open
I witnessed deciet.
I witnessed the change from friend to foe
From sweet mother, and wife to cheating ho.
Right in front of me I became mean and cold
Uncaring and selfish, unchristian ways
Because I felt abandoned
And I still do some days
So if people act like demonds
Why should I change my evil ways?
I don't know what to do.
Im trapped between a rock and a hard place
How will I calm down and not be afraid to clasp my hands behind my back when some chicks up in my face?
What will solve my problems will it be faith, money or love?
Or could it be all of the above.
