Discovered thoughts

Discovered thoughts

Things I didn't want people to know

Thoughts that help my immature mind grow

Some as satisfying for a fiend as blow

The way the world reveals me

I feel like a ho

Skin so soft and brown the way it glows

My immagination wants more

I can help but wonder, ponder

On the thoughts of escape

Escaping myself taking a break

Living my life stop being fake

Shake my ass to the beat of the lies

The glamour and the gold got me hypnotized

Don't act surprised

Because at one time or another you were also blinded by some ice

Not the ice in the freezer the ice on the rapper

Somehow you thought it would make you happier

Scatter brain'

That's how I feel

Trying to change my mentalities

Yet still keep it real

My brain starving for a meaL

The hunger feeds the spirit that helps me to write

Through a one sided struggle

I continue to fight

Those thoughts I spoke of once before

Every day they appear more and more

If people knew the depth of my thought

I'm not sure what they would think

I live to create creativity inside me

And despite what you may think

I may need to push myself to the brink

And link chains of thoughts

So my soul remains un bought

Caught between acceptance and change

Mean to the myself

Crying for help

Now close your eyes

Pretend you never knew the things I thought

And pretnd I am untroubled by this life

Hold my hand and let us walk in hope

And escape the things that make us sad

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Underneath are my undiscovered thoughts

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