It Takes Cold Hands to Choke You

My hands waited for you to hold them,

Warming them up with your love.

You never knew how much you meant to me.

But, how would you know from 3000 miles away?

 

I pretended to be warm when I'm cold with you,

Knowing that you'll make it even worse.

You've seen my naked canvas so many times,

I waited for you to ruin the virgin canvas.

 

The months of torturous summer troubled me,

Angering myself with the fact you became distant.

You abandoned me for another girl.

It made me wonder why the fuck I loved you.

 

So don't tell me that you're sorry about it

Because I'd know you'd be bullshiting me.

You were the one that broke my heart first,

So I'm not gonna let you break it again with lies.

 

My care for you isn't appreciated by you

Because you looked to fairweather care from friends.

Why do you fucking complain to me

When you're the one to fucking ignore me?

 

The fire within my heart burns fiercely.

But my hands are frozen from the time passed.

My hair reflects my anger vented at you,

Saturated with all the resent you see from me.

 

Icy cold hands still wrap themselves around your neck

Because it takes cold hands to choke you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

1/23/2013

 

I wrote this out of anger towards Justin, the guy that I used to fall in love with almost a year ago. It just pisses me off of how he became so distant after rejecting me and finding another girl and just says a simple apology afterwards. I'm tired of his bullshit. Why the hell am I still letting him be my friend? Also, my hair isn't red anymore; it's orangish blonde and soon to be blue :P

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