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It's useless to promise everyone something
That you're going to unexpectedly break later on.
The memory of when I promised everyone
That I wouldn't hurt myself anymore remains...

It's been several months since I've done that.
And in those months were the months I was glad.
Even I was happy for a few months
When he came into my life and changed me.

I thought it was worth promising since I was good,
But when everything just fell apart that day,
I knew that I was going to be doomed.
Everything I had lived for just... Fell...

Everyone in my new world tried to make things better,
But they still made me feel lonely and confused.
After I heard the heartbreaking news,
Most of my hopes got robbed and I cried... I cried then...

Even though Monday was the most hated day,
I thought it would still save me from falling apart,
But I was wrong after visiting the psychologist...
I didn't realize that I had already fell back into depression.

I tried to bleed by cutting with a sharp pencil,
But it only left barely noticeable scratch marks.
Even though I was so desperate to break the promise,
The pencil was useless and I overcame my fear of staples.

I finally cut through with staples and made myself bleed,
Breaking that damn promise I made a long time ago.
Now I'm fifty shades of red darker than before...
And yet, I was still sorry about it...