Broken Heart <//3

You were a living dream...
A dream that I thought I lived for,
Until I realized that dreams were feelings from my heart...
Why haven't I learned this before?

I was falling for you for several months already.
It feels so good when falling down to what is possibly the loss of my mind...
Always... I've always... You... All this time...
I can't even say those 3 words, not even in my mind.

Every day, I try and try to reveal my feelings to you,
But, nothing ever goes the way I want it to go...
What finally made me have the guts is when you ran away from me with that girl...
I couldn't accept this because I didn't want to let you go...

I couldn't help but feel jealous and selfish...
Even though no tears run down my empty eyes, my heart feels broken again...
The dreams of being with you until death were forever broken,
And left everything of me in pain...

I thought of hurting myself again,
And going back to the state of mind that I've always hated...
Then, I realized that doing these shit won't bring you back.
I learned that sometimes, when you fall in love, a sacrifice is tragically fated...

Thanks for all the happy moments you made for me...
I hope you're happy with your relationship while it lasts as a happy dream.
I'm better off by myself with a family and great social life...
Goodbye, my sweet and happy living dream...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was written back in December 2011 when my long time love interest got with another girl...

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readmy5tuff's picture

so sorry

love is a terrible emotion, it can save someone and destroy em at the same time. He missin out on you just remember that!!

MissSaigon's picture

Agreed.

I agree that it can destroy and save people. I guess that's how I met my boyfriend now and we're both happy together. <3 Thanks for the nice statement :)