Razor Blades and Blood Streams

Razor Blades and Blood streams running through my dreams drowning my thoughts in a sad pathetic waste Measuring my life with every negative blade and every secound chance i fade loosening my grip purposely by ripping into my vains with my 10inch blade of desire

Blood streams and Razor Blades are all that i have all that i made everything dropping and slowing down falling away from the grip im loosening how can i Help the fact im sinking this ship im drowning my thoughts because of this rusty blade I rip into my skin heal the time i killed and wasted feel the lines scarred on my arm (my Heart) Tear from me the only thing i loved because YOU dont want to get hurt its always enough

Save my scars and cuts dont heal the physical scars help me make less marks help pressure reduce before i turn to the noose

Razor blades and Blood Streams

conquer my crimson suicide dreams

(im shaking) no loss of blood is making me fall thin

making me lose this will to live

i cut to die i cut to live

theres no alternate explanation to give

Theres suicidal and theres suicide

and theres living or forcing Life

gripping on the the surface getting pulled away

kicking and screaming "i dont want to stay!"

you force me to live you force my life

after i can finally survive you take my knife

im on the floor sitting rocking slowly in time

my lifes got no rythum and life i recline

my exact emotion rejected so yours arent hurt

take away my comfort just because yours is hurt

GIVE ME BY MY RAZOR BLADE

GIVE ME BACK THE MISTAKE I MADE

Slit my face my wrists my throat

put me to rest otherwise i wont

REJECT MY COMFORT? CUT UP MY DREAMS

REJECT MY ONE LOVE? Return it to me

or ill...

drown...

...

so slowly underneath your comfort...

bleed me, leave me, dont grieve me





Streams of blood with blades of a razor

these are the only things that can save her

lonely in a cold demented soul

death her love rejected by you...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

4 nov 2005
12:12

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