Woefully Raptured

What was I thinking,

that I had found someone to trust in?

You had captured every bit of my heart,

now I'm sinking under and falling apart.



When you're with her, can't you see...

see how my world becomes numb and dreary.

I begin to weep just with a passing glance,

realizing that I never had a chance.



But still you seem to remain,

in my heart and things will never be the same.

I act as though I don't see you,

and I realize how much I come off as a fool.



Being alone can take its toll,

I just want someone to hold.

Is that too much to ask?

Just to be returned a little love at last.



Recalling all of those times we spent;

with one decision, there it went.

I'm sorry that I cannot be;

the whore that you want, it's just not me.



I tend to sometimes contemplate,

as to why I love so much and pretend to hate.

I guess it's because I thought I'd be good for you,

but you don't recognize the signs... nothing new.



For you; all I wish is happiness,

even you with another girl, my love still deepens.

Getting over someone like you,

is just something that will be very difficult for me to do.



You are one of a kind in my eyes,

but I will steadily hide behind this disguise.

My feelings for you will never be revealed,

and with this secret... our fate seems to be sealed.



You will never know of my love until my dying day.

I shall take all of this with me to the grave.

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