Karma

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Endless questions with no answers

A waving battle that switches heads more than Godo

Through all of the dark storms

I have walked by your side to help light the way

You never had to fight alone, never had to cry alone

Wiping away those tears, the sun shined on you always

You were never in the dark



In times past I once threw you to the abyss

For the sake of keeping false hope alive

Eyes wide open, I saw the decay of her words

They filled me like water in a glass

I swam in this pool of despair

Drowning and suffocating, you reached in to pull me out

You gave me life once again



How can I tell you how sorry I am?

Forgiveness, an unconditional virtue of yours

A virtue I lack the will to place upon myself

Spinning on the downward spiral

You were there to catch me, and lift me back up

"Forgive yourself" you told me

But how do you atone something that cant be forgiven?

How can I tell myself I'm sorry for giving hell another angel to desecrate?



In the time to come, we always seem to drift apart

Upon this ocean of madness, your name was always on my mind

Your smile, I cherished so deeply

The radiance of your eyes

Captured me like an animal in a cage

Through thick and thin

You've always managed to catch up to me

Your mysterious ways of fate never seems to falter

For even when you werent here, you always have been



Wandering back to the abyss

A cry for help, a desperate call of salvation

I ran to pull the hand out, to find it was you again

When karma played its hand, life flowed into you once more

Those radiant eyes, now dead and broken

For the devil came back for his angel

I saw through his jesterly ways

His mindtricks that took the light from you

Holding you in my arms, giving you the strength to fight



My own despair gaping that hole into my soul again

The devil laughing, as he reminds me of my own choices

Karma played its hand once more, falling ill to his words

Oblivion and destruction reigned in me once again

For his words penetrated you, and you left me in the abyss

Just as I did you



NO MORE!

Breaking through the vines that wrapped around me

Releasing the thorns that pierced me

Scraping the blood that came from me

I will bleed no more for this

Contemptuous insignificance

The devil you killed, and me you found

Destroyed and obliterated again



How do I find the words to tell you that you are the one I cherish?

You are the one I want to walk this path with

Confined inside, scared of your answer

A look of your eyes, a taste of your lips

Will answer those endless questions

How can I go about, telling you exactly

What I wanna tell you?

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