She

bones like jello

it eats away at her insides

slowly devouring what little heart she has left

"fucked" dribbles from her lips like applesauce

every inch of her body needs a scratch

shes needs something; anything to not feel this way

she did this to herself and shes knows thats right

w.h.o.r.e

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She writes in her journal cause she doesnt want people to see the real her

(misshapen, deformed, and ugly)

tears run down her cheeks and crash lie thunder to each page

whimpering and wallowing she regrets every move she makes

she needs to think about something else for a while or nothing at all

sorry and sadness are the only things on her mind

to erase pull trigger here

as she lifts the gun to her head the only think thats in her eyes is "im sorry"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

everyday i feel like this

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