Resisting

I text you.
 
Every,
 
Single,
 
Time.
 
Its like we wont talk,
 
Unless I reach out to you.
 
Why?
 
I admit I’ve been a fool,
 
In denial.
 
Thinking that you waited around to hear from me,
 
That my text messages made your day.
 
But now,
 
Its been almost a week,
 
and I’m not so sure about that anymore.
 
I mean I told you to let me know,
 
You said “okay, i’ll text you”.
 
My guess is you didn’t know yourself,
 
Because that was last Thursday,
 
And that text you said you’d send,
 
Hasn’t reached my phone yet.
 
So now i’ve been resisiting.
 
Resisting the urge to not text you.
 
Resisting my thoughts to not think of you.
 
Resisting the need to take you out of my phone.
 
Resisting the want to see you.
 
Resisting reaching out to you.
 
Just once,
 
I want you to reach for me..
 
I want you to miss, me.
 
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Ugh! Know this feeling!!

Ugh! Know this feeling!!


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