+I'm Sorry+

I’m sorry for everything

I am just a worthless nothing

I’m fading away with all this pain

At last you know I am insane

I hope you live your life with no regrets

Coz believe me mistakes are hard to forget

You don’t know what you got yourself into

Until someone tells you

But by then it’s too late

God’s already planned out your fate

I’m really sorry for ruining your life

And blood staining your best knife

I refused to take any drugs to help me

It would’ve just been another waste of your money

I’m a failure, I’m a disgrace

You can’t even stand the look of your own daughters face

But neither can I and it’s my own

That’s why I’m going away to be alone

Then you don’t have to suffer looking at me

And hating the ‘thing’ that you see

But before I go please just listen

And know I’m above with the stars that glisten

Watching over you and keeping you close

And protecting you from people like me...the psychos.

You keeping looking at those photos

Of my X-beautiful torso

And how I used to be

And what you wished for me

I want to apologise

For what I put you through, guys

And I’m sorry for lying

But now I’m dying

I’m also sorry that I hurt you

I really didn’t mean to

I didn’t want to end up like this

I wanted to always be your little princess

But that changed a while ago

When I became the world’s worst psycho

Please don’t hate me

But I can understand how angry you may be

I’m selfish and stupid child

Who misses the days when she smiled

Please enjoy your life, just for me

Don’t forget everything you do, I will see

I understand if you refuse

I’m leaving it up to you…you choose

I don’t deserve any love

But I hope to see you up above

Life’s mean, hard and tough

And I’ve already had enough

I’ve had my fair share of pain, blood and gore

And I just can’t take it anymore

Now you’re worried and scared for me

So I’ll go and leave you free



I’m so sorry

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God’s already planned out your fate
I’m really sorry for ruining your life
And blood staining your best knife
I refused to take any drugs to help me
It would’ve just been another waste of your money
I’m a failure, I’m a disgrace

what a good intention and missionary poem with making readers convince to stay away from drug and making each other destroying..really a sweet poem..loved it and say..why havent more added? hope you never stop writing as you are a good and sweet poet..best of luck and thanks for your words you gave me transaltion way and promised to be doing more...