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Not a day passes by

Where I don’t think of you

And what you did to me

But will I ever make it through?

Can I put it all behind me?

Put it in the past?

Or will it continue to follow me

Will it last?

Will I ever get over it?

Can I forget it all?

Will I ever be strong again

Or will I always stumble and fall?

So many questions

Spinning in my mind

But are there answers

For me to find?

Or will they forever be

Questions I couldn’t ask?

From the fear you left me with

The fear from the past

Can I block it all out?

Can I forget about you?

Pretend it never happened

Between me and you?

Every day another piece

Of my memory unfolds

Showing me the world

So hurtful and so cold

I will never forgive you

For what you did to me

Please release me from your fear

Please let me be free

Did I really deserve it?

Tell me what I did wrong?

That’s the least you own me

I’ve been waiting for so long

For some clarity

About that day

In order to heal

And take some of the pain away

You can keep saying sorry

But I will never forget you

You can keep saying sorry

But I will never forgive you

You ruined me

You broke my heart

You betrayed my trust

You ripped me apart

And I will never

Be the same again

I will never

Be without pain

I hope you’re happy

With what you’ve done

Is this what you wanted?

Have you won?

Because I believe I’ve lost

Not just our battle, but my happiness too

Every dream is fading into darkness

And it’s all because of you.

Every night I cry myself to sleep

Hoping I’ll wake and forget

And be able to love once more

Life I could before.