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I feel so cold and numb

These perscription drugs are killing me

And I gotta go home, to be blamed agian

I've been lead to believe that by what I did

I caused her death, but I was just a kid

Now everything is spinning in place

And I'm beginning to come alive



And just cause I can't swim

Doesn't mean I've never been in, over my head

Is a place I've been one too many times

Everytime for all the wrong reasons

(But not this time)

Now it's beginning to make sense

(For the first time)

For the first time, I can feel



I'm running so late for this

A diagnoses is all that's left to hear

Now you laugh, and I'm so taken back by that

The point is, you make me feel so safe

I no longer wanna run or try to escape

Now everything is spinning in place

And I'm beginning to come alive



And just cause I can't swim

Doesn't mean I've never been in, over my head

Is a place I've been one too many times

Everytime for all the wrong reasons

(But not this time)

Now it's beginning to make sense

(For the first time)

For the fist time, I can feel



I wanna let it all out for you (and I scream)

And I'm gonna figure this all out too (this time)

Is the first time I've cried in so long



This is the first time

I've ever cried in someone's arms

This is the first time

I can ever remember feeling this strong

This is the first time I've cried in so long

And not been told, "It's wrong"



And just cause I can't swim

Doesn't mean I've never been in

(I've never been in this deep)

Over my head, is the place I'm falling in

And this time for all the right reasons

(For the first time)

It's beginning to make sense

(For the first time)

For the first time, I feel I can love