Missing You

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Depression

I'm writing this because

Someone very special

To me has

Neglected me;

Someone I trust-

My boyfriend.



When we first met,

I didn't know

We'd have a relationship

As good as this;

A relationship that

Was bound for another

Thing I didn't know

That would happen to us-

We fell in love.



You were the one

Who brought out

The courage to say

The threww

Most beautiful words;

The words that bonded us

With love for

One another.



I was the one

Who asked if we

Could be

Boyfriend and girlfriend;

You said sure,

Why not?



You were the best thing

The lord has given me-

The best boyfriend ever.



As I write this,

I am crying inside;

For you;

For everything we need

In order to live

With one another;

These are the things

I think about

That make me

Shed these tears-

Tears of hope and

Courage-

But the most of all,

Tears of discomfort.



In the past 12 days,

I've been on and

Off the forum;

Checking my e-mail;

Waiting for you to

Come and brighten my day.

What I get in return

Is nothing at all.

Everyday I'm hoping

You e-mail me-

But I don't get an

E-mail from you.



I think about all of

The wonderful times

We've had together;

I even think about

Those bad times

We talked about

With each other.



What I'm starting to think

Is that

You want our

Relationship to end

Forever.

Is that what you want?

I don't want to

Have this relationship

End at all.



Do you want to see

Our life's future

Together

Come crashing down

Upon us?

To see our lives ruined

Because of you

And the turn of

Your world?



In my open opinion,

I don't want

This to happen to

Us.

Never.



Please make your decision

Wisely-

I don't want to lose you,

And I know that

You don't want to lose me,

Ever.



Earlier,

I decided that

Until we're together again-

No matter how long it is,

I will not eat a thing-

Not even my

Beloved vegetables,

Either.

This is a promise.



Do you want your

True love to

Turn to stone,

Just because of

You not being there for

Here in 12 days

Or more?

Is this what you want?



I'm leaving those decisions

Up to you, luv.

I know you can make

Good decisions,

And you know I can,

As well.



I just wanted to say

That I'm

Missing you, luv.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem last year because my boyfriend hadn't been on in those 12 long days, and I needed to really talk to him.

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