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Depression

The best word for unhappiness-

The seed that burdens

The soul-

It fills the soul

With

Great pain and anger.



My depression starts when

When I start thinking about

My best friend-

Or even when

I think about

My first love.

My depression streaks

Continue to hurt me-

They are feeling like as if

They don't want to

Go away

And leave me

For good.



I start listening to

Sad love songs-

Or even the song

My best friend

Recommended me to listen to

When I think of her

When I am depressed.



I feel as if the pain

Won't go away-

And I start crying-

One by one my

Tears fall to the ground,

One by one my depression

Comes-

It ain't over-

It's only

Just begun.



My depression is here-

It isn't over

Until my body

Feels ready

To stop being

Depressed about

My best friend and first love.



I start saying some

Crazy things

When I'm listening to

The song my best friend

Recommended me to listen to-

I start saying

That I wish

My first lvoe hadn't

Left me,

I start saying

That I wish

My best friend

Hadn't gotten that

Job transfer.

It never quits-

Until I am shaking all over,

Thinking of a

Solution to

End my pain and suffering.



I think back to what my best friend

Had said to me-

Suicide is not an option-

And I look at

The razor blade

I have in my hand,

Of which I was to use

To cut myself

So I could bleed to

Death.



I think of my best friend

Saying,"Don't do it!",

And I open my window and

Throw the razor blade

As far as I can

And shut the window.



Here, another friend

Saved my life

By what she had

Said to me.



I am now

Continuing to live up to

My potential-

And still reaching higher

To my goal-

And being the best

I can be!