Tools of trade.

Its that time again.
The time the normal sleep, and go on about their easy days.
I am up at night contemplating my ways out of here.
Its time to get up, Man up and push on.
No time for sleep joey boy we got a world to see.
Someway someday. I will make it. I won't be stuck in this place for too much longer.
I got to get up, hit the road. Leave no trace of my steps and go forward.
My feet are taking me away from here.
Desperate? maybe.
illogical and unmoral possibly maybe even throw in a hint of insanity.

This will hopefully be last you hear from me.
Change my number. Change my address.
There is a world in distress, Its time I leave my mark.
My skills are honed my weapons are sharp. Its coming.
with force. Ill take the world. By force. If I have too.

People seem to be pathologically brainwashed into believing dreams are obtainable.
I live and breathe what I write, Till the day that I die, I wont stop writing. I wont stop trying.
one word at a time, one note at a time Ill will rebuild my life as my inspiration and ambition
frequently rebuild mine. I have not much of a home so there nothing but worthless ashes holding me back.
Do what I love or hate living? this is not an option. My phoenix has been born of the ashes of my unfortune.
My fortune will come. I go through these scenarios for a reason. Its to keep me breathing. on my toes honing my skills.
I got sharp tools in this trade that life decided to give me. Its ethereal and one day these years of agony and suffering
will be a cool breeze in a memories and dreams. I will do what I must. I will do what I love.
creating. writing. loving and living. I died once for a reason. I was brought back for a reason.
That's my inspiration when things get dark. and I am lost in my holes I dug
and overlooking graves of bad luck I wont be stuck. It will happen.
I wont sleep until it does. My words will one day set me free.
This is a career choice. This is a life choice. Less of a choice more of destiny
Until that day comes. I will continue to sharpen my tools and hone my skills.

This will hopefully be last you hear from me.
Change my number. Change my address.
There is a world in distress, Its time I leave my mark.
My skills are honed my weapons are sharp. Its coming.
with force. Ill take the world. By force. If I have too.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Ill prolly try turning this into a song. maybe.

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enjoyed this!

It will make a great song although its quite long right now ;) I'm sure you will hone it down well. A very good read none the less, cheers SS


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