~Hostage~

~Hostage~

Can't eat, can't sleep
Can't function enough to stand straight on my own two feet.
Can't breath, can't see, can't hear, can't speak...
Everything around me is closing in.
As the grip gets tighter it feels like sharp tipped pins.
Loss of control feels like being lost at sea,
no boat, no raft nothing to set you free.
No matter what you do, no matter what you say.
It's always wrong and someones always tugging at your legs.
Pulling you down not allowing you to move,
All you can think to say is "God please save me soon".
You struggle with your heart, mind, body and soul.
Until deep inside your mind you feel there's nowhere else to go.
To hit that dead end that shows false miles ahead...
Is like chasing the rainbow in hopes for that pot of gold.
It never appears it's never been seen.
But you keep on chasing it deeper into another dream.
At the very end there's always someone standing there.
But the closer you get they dissapear into the air.
Patience leads you to another long line..
It always keeps you waiting until another time.
Is it false hope or a good dream gone bad?
Is it something you only dreamt of that when you awaken it keeps you sad?
The many ups and downs you go through in life alone can hold your heart hostage thinking inside .. no ones ever home.

to be continued...

  
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