Lost

I sat there staring at the floor

I can hear the blood dropping

Where did it all go wrong?

I hide behind my smile

All this time and space

It never occured to me that 

Life as I know it would cease to exist

 

I sat there staring at the floor

My blood dripping from my arm

Splash splash I hear it there it goes

The tears start to fall there is no escape

I realize I have sealed my own fate

I tried running I tried staying

Nothing to hold on to nothing there

I am trying to explain but silence remains

 

I sat there staring at the floor

I can hear my secrets being revealed

Nothing remains to be seen

This complicated mess I am in

Has engulfed my entire being

I lay on the floor curled up into a ball

This is me and my existence

I knew happiness wasn't real

 

I sat there staring at the floor

Looking at this poor girl

That was once me an empty shell

I tried to fix it all and I failed

This is all jumbled inside me 

I am sorry to the girl on the floor

Outside my body in the turmoil of it all

 

I sat there staring at the floor

My blood flowing around me

Where did it all go wrong?

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I do not know where I was going with this poem but I had to write it out and get it out of my system.... I am Lost...

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