Recieved

Living up to your standards.

My life has been measured.

I was never asured that I would

be able to live long.

I looked forward to each day

with joy on my mind and in my soul.

I never tried to erase myself.

I grew up knowing that this was me

I deserved everything that was shared

between me and him.

You would think I was happy.

Inside there was nothing but emptiness.

I tried so hard to please everyone.

I failed at the end.

My life crumbled to pieces.

And I died within myself my stupidity.

I didn't get anywhere but where I am now.

The pain hasnt subsided.

Now I feel I have failed myself.

All in the end.

I started disappearing.

Trying to find myself.

Trying to find myself.

I needed something that I couldnt give me.

I needed help and love.

I recieved emptiness.

~Kesha~

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