~*~Caitlyn~*~

The anger grew inside me.

The child that I held so dear.

Started crying in my arms.

You were the one that made her cry.



The anger grew inside me.

With every tear that fell from her eyes.

You don't understand I know.

But for you to make her cry.

She isn't your child.



The anger grew inside me.

I felt a grudge rising inside me.

I thought that I wanted to yell at you.

I wanted to make you feel what you did.



The anger grew inside me.

As I held my child in my arms while she cried.

I kissed her forehead and told her everything's alright.

With every wimper coming from her.

The more I wanted to hate you.



The anger grew inside me.

I rocked her to sleep.

With her head against my chest.

You could never see how much you hurt her.

Your harsh words and your anger.

How could you? How could you?



The anger grew inside me.

This perfect little angel of mine.

Fell asleep crying tonight.

Because of your behavior towards her.

Over some stupid ass little boy.



The anger grew inside me.

I wanted to fight you and make you pay.

But then I would be just like you, and thats not me.

I love this young girl inside me with all my heart.

If you hurt her, you hurt me.

That is what you did tonight.



The anger grew inside me.

The world doesn't evolve around you.

There are other people in this world dammit.

I want to punish you so damn much.

You made me cry on the inside and out.

Just one conversation without him in it.

That is all I asked, then you do this.



The anger subsides, but I will never forget.

You made my little girl cry tonight.

You are so selfish and in your own little world.

You don't see that I am hurting to.

Because you hurt a part of me so bad.

I won't forget this trust me.



I will make you pay but not in this way.

I will act as an adult and realize.

That I am not the only one in the world.

You need to come back to reality dammit.

Because if you hurt a part of me again.

Trust me I will no longer be your friend.

I won't give a damn about you.



Get your shit straight, before I do it for you.

You hurt my child again.

Trust me, I will hurt you in many other ways.

Back off and leave her be.

If I have to hold her again at night crying over you.

There will be hell, and I think something is due.

Goodnight for right now.

But see you in the morning, I hope you have it together.

Correct your mistakes, right now.








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