Dont forget to Write

And I noticed it quick, I was afraid i was becoming paranoid....the change in your smile, you seemed to had gotten annoyed..

    I hope you know I hate you, but I miss you dearly...Pain is striking me down, and why? the answers aren't coming clearly.

I am scared to be around you again, so scared to be sucked back in...I know if we ever again hang out, you'll be nothing more than a friend.

    How did I become so gullible? How did I become so stupid? Where did I learn to be like that from, and I'm bleeding from it.

Where did I let my guard down? Where did I let you see me? When did I portray myself to be, something so annoying?

     Ask my family they'll tell you this, that I'm liked that a lot. But I know I'm not like that around others unless I'm comfortable and I know...I guess I forgot...



                    AND YOU HURT ME AND YOU KNOW IT AND I FEEL LIKE A BITCH NOW...BUT I HATE YOU BUT I MISS YOU BUT HOW?



                    YOU GOT WHAT YOU EVER WANTED AND IT WAS LUST..I THINK YOU HAVE SOMEONE NEW THAT'S WHY YOU BROKE MY TRUST...



                         AND I JUST WANNA TEAR YOU APART...but love you so...WHATS WRONG WITH ME...I HAVE TO GO



              IN 5 DAYS WERE BOTH GOING OUR WAYS...



I HOPE YOU'RE NEVER AROUND ME AGAIN...NOT IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE JUST A FRIEND...



                  IT DON'T WORK LIKE THAT YOU FREAK...I GAVE YOU THIS PIECE OF ME....



DON'T FORGET WHEN YOU'RE GONE AWAY FOR 3 MONTHS AND YOU CRAWL INTO BED ALONE...what you lost because you're an ass hole....



             DON'T FORGET TO WRITE....AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE SORRY....HEY BABE DON'T WORRY...



                                    I'M GOING TO FLORIDA AND YOU JUST GO AHEAD AND LISTEN, TO THEM REMEMBER THEY USED TO NOT MEAN SHIT...



       hope you know I'm sorry for exploding on you like that...I'm being immature and what went on i know wont ever come back



             so goodbye sweet kisses, goodbye security....goodbye in a heartbeat....goodbye dear sweety...



            don't forget to write...don't forget to call...don't forget to visit but if were friends don't bother at all...



for one reason and this is why, after sex you cant go back its too awkward and i know you know that...



          so don't pull a game on me....goodbye sweet guy goodbye so long...don't forget to write...when you're feeling alone...



         my letter....is not in service anymore, so just turn and walk out the door....



goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye...i hate to see you go



            but i miss you so...



goodbye goodbye goodbye...i want you to write....

View twisted_whisperer's Full Portfolio
Lesa Gay's picture

This was filled with true emotion and also confusion. You are very good at letting your feeling come to your pages. Great write, I enjoyed. Blessings, Lesa