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my final release
so many questions left unanswered
if you even really cared
do you know how much
your self-destruction
destroys me?
as i listen to our song
sobbing on these pages
i wonder if you ever remember
if you ever ask what if
i was shivering beside the tracks
watching the train speed on
toward a break in the steel
why don't you try
to apply the brakes?
i had to tear myself away
didn't think this pattern would ever change
i wonder if you saw my dedication
if you realized i wanted to help
consider the uncertainty
how helpless i've felt
just wanting you to make it through
is this what you were
protecting me from?
so i'm finally releasing this emotional charge
i have to let things run their course
i wonder where we'll all end up
if i just let it happen, it will be right
