Parts of me

I can't feel anything anymore,
what's wrong with me?

When did I become so numb,
I want to feel again.

Isn't someone wondering about me,
as I stand out here in the rain?

Am I that easy to forget?
Don't want to feel,
this numbness is almost bliss.

I want to bleed, but I'm afraid if I do,
I won't be able to stop.

I died inside, decaying silently,
I feel so hollow now.

I can't reach happiness,
how can I, when it does not want me?

Perfection is a forbidden treasure,
all I am allowed is my sorrow.

Leave me for dead, I know you will,
alone in life and in death,
will no one ever stay?

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