a cigarette.....

i feel pain too' im not that cold within

though its's been a while since i felt anything

expression died on me a long time ago

i do laugh and cry within though

like a boomerang hurt bounces uninvited often

im left with myself 

i wonder where then are you?

issues' we all have we all say

living with it only maketh' it worse

imagery nice of a defined pure lust

only mine was a devastating beginning

a bath in the tub i so wait 

only to be disheartened with his sweat all over me 

i wish i could pour my heart out to anyone 

but there's nobody

expression died on me a long time ago

even alcohol seems to have abandoned me 

a cigarette' my only companion 

perhaps till the time all will see a dying me

my beautiful long black hair feels like a burden now 

he holds on hard' its only soul purpose

how do i get rid of it 

i feel pain too' im not that cold within

in my life no such thing as love making

im left with myself 

i wonder where  then are  you....................................

 

drop by drop" the bottle seems to finish

time for his sweat' all over me

i wonder where then are you.............................

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i hope ur allright my friend i hope u r listening.........! 

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