God healed me.

This is a story about a girl
With the weight of the world on her shoulders

She sees the faults of others in her reflection
Feels guilt that doesnt belong in her heart

And she knows she can fix it but she doesn't know how

She'll reach out for your hand but your fingers slip
She should ahce held on, once again she is all to blame

How could she be loved if she doesn't love herself
A tragic loop it's true, and agian the reason is you

And hse knows it's silly, this weight she holds

She could drop it all, but could never bare them telling her she's wrong
So she'll pick it all back up and trudge on

She'll put on a disguise, she's happy, of course
Bury the pain somewhere deep and leave it all for the earth to keep

And all she really wants is approval

You can't please everyone, when will she learn, silly girl
She's been blinded, you can tell her about the truth but she'll never see it

And that truely is her fault

She'll hide from mirrors, still water and even her reflection in your eyes
Knowing only they show the truth

When all she really needed was a look from you
someone greater grabed her hands and gave her two

And she was tired of who she was

So she'll turn to God, yes He wil show her
He loves her and He is the only one she needs approval from

She's now nowhere to be seen, she's gone now
The love of God heals all, I'm free

And yes that girl was me.

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I really feel you in this

I really feel you in this poem. Iv been here myself, and time to time, i think im still stuck here.
IT sucks, and as much as i want to get away, i still get riped back wards, to the place that i want to run away from. Thank for you this poem it really opened my eyes. :)
VERY good write.


-Elfy*