i'm up at 4:15 am thinking about you
a headline about meteor showers on cnn news reads:
drama in the skies, and i think more about you
drama in disguise is what i'm seeing
regretful for the person i'm not being
promised you love and loveless describes me
my attitude is fake and got we wondering
why i am trying so hard not to be me
hypocrite, blasting you then being you
selfishly manipulating myself to teach you
drama in disguise is what people bring
people got me so confused
nosey, asking me what's going on
what stands between me and you
being judgmental of the things i do
prying, now they got me questioning
is it really worth my tears, unseen
foolish me, i started to listen to these things
drama in disguise hiding from the truth
no one's to blame for the way i've been treating you,
for the way i've been lying to myself
trying to number the days we have left
hoping, to scare someone who can't be scared
maybe i'm scarring someone already scarred
drama in disguise because i'm not suppose to bring it
friends looking in thought we were drama free
faster than most, i'm turning into the drama queen...
so dramatic, i missed the story on cnn news
because i've been going on about me
and it’s 4:50 am and I still can’t sleep.
Robyn V. Evans
© 2002