I WANT TO DIE

  

    I just want roll in a ball and die. Why does everything have to go down hill when i'm at the top? Can someone tell me why I just want to jump off a bridge, or run away? Go fuck yourself gravity making him fall twice in the span of 3 days, now he's sitting in the hospital with a fracture in his skull. Do you how that feels when the world doesn't want you to be successful? Is this the work of god or just nature why? Why do you do this to me, I'm finally happy and you bring me down to that dark place where i want to kill myself. I've never lost a famliy member, and i don't know how i going to get over it. I went to the hospital and i couldn't bring myself to go into his room i just stood outside the door while my mom and aunt went in. He dont know what he's talking about, I dont want to lose him to something as stupid as a fall. Hell universe just bend me over and fuck me in the ass and make me call you daddy. If this is how your going to treat me then take my life to while your at it. Stay strong palpal i love you please stay strong you need to make it to your 99th birthday on july 10 please please please i hate the thought of you dead fills me with more pain than anything.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I know i'm rambaling in this but i just need a place to express myself without being judged and a place to say what i need to say without getting in trouble for the wording i use. thanks for taking the time reading this

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