Preamble

In younger days

I was inclined to believe nothing.

Being a child,

I thought in childlike patterns,

Simple, realistic.

Surely there was nothing happening

Over my head

That was unexplainable

Or held genuine importance for me.

Of course, I went with the family

To that building on the edge of town

And listened half-heartedly

To the man who preached

Vitriolic forgiveness.

He was sweaty, red-faced,

Boisterously vehement.



I used to wonder

Why he seemed so angry

When he spoke of

What supposedly made him happy.

Who could speak so frighteningly

When they had genuine belief?

I was affected…



My conclusion:

The shouting was not merely for telling…

It was to convince

Not his audience,

But himself.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem, along with "A Child's Salvation," is an attempt to deconstruct the experiences of my childhood and how they affected my outlook on religion.  They're fairly narrative.  I was trying to approach a deeper level of honesty in my work, and I am very proud of both of these poems.

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anastazia's picture

This, & a child's salvation, says so much in so few words! i really appreciate the way you make it almost as if you were still looking through the child's eyes you once were...
...you have a wonderful way of getting to the heart of the matter, & I look forward to reading more of your work!
~Anastazia~