The Truth

i used to know the truth

or so i thought

i used to be able to tell you things

that no one else would want to hear

you used to care for me

and i did the same in return

now i dont know what to think

i have people telling me so many different things

and i dont know what to believe

people tell me to give up

but i wont listen

it has been almost a year now

and i dont want to give up

i am still in love and

i dont want to give you up

if you leave me

ill be heart broken for the last time

i wont take it again

if you hurt me more..

ill leave and not look back

im sorry that things have gone to shit

and im sorry that i dont know how

to fix it all

but at least i tried as much as i could

you need to put more thought behind your words

when you say something

mean it

dont just say it to make me happy

tell me the truth

do you love me?

do you want to be with me?

if you want me then why dont you show it?

you showed love when you wanted me back

is there no more time for me now?

whatever.. im going to give up

ive put so much into this relationship that

i lost everything else

do you see that i have almost no friends

the only ones still here for me

are the ones you didnt have a problem with

the others still talk to me on occasion

but they hate you with a vengance

i love you though jake

and i always will no matter what happens

if you dont want me though.. i want you to tell me

if you dont love me.. dont say that you do

tell me the truth

Author's Notes/Comments: 

im so lost right now that i dont know which way is up...

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