One More Night

What if you want death, but you dont know the best way?

You spend all of your time thinking, wasting all of your days.

Is it pills that will take you, gun or blade?

You know that once you do it, your friewnds will wish you had stayed.

You dont want to die, you just want the pain gone.

Maybe you could kill yourself on the front lawn.

Let the world see all your pain and hurt,

Let them see the blood so red that stains your shirt.

Maybe cutting will help drain this all away,

At least this way you know you can stay.

As the blood trickles down you leg, oh so red,

You know now you'd much rather be dead.

So go into the bathroom, look for some pills.

People wanted you to be diffrent, this image you could not fulfill.

Death is a sweet gift that I want to open soon.

Maybe I'll just open it this afternoon.

No more suffering days, no more suffering nights.
Here really soon I could see the light.

Or maybe one more day so I can see who cares .

Maybe one more day to see who really shares.

Maybe theres still some hope left in this world.

Walk out of the bathroom, your fingers curled.

Just one more chance for people to try.

One more night where I dont die.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A while ago I felt like this, thanks to some great friends... I am still here.

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rose's picture

"Death is a sweet gift that I

"Death is a sweet gift that I want to open soon.

Maybe I'll just open it this afternoon.

No more suffering days, no more suffering nights.
Here really soon I could see the light.

Or maybe one more day so I can see who cares .

Maybe one more day to see who really shares.

Maybe theres still some hope left in this world.

Walk out of the bathroom, your fingers curled.

Just one more chance for people to try.

One more night where I dont die."

 

this is so heartfelt and sadly relatable... this is an amazing write

Dont_punch_grandpa's picture

amazing loved it

I can relate don't think you're ever alone, everyone every single day of every year wants to escape something and sometimes preasure well we all know what to much preasure can do. Be strong and keep your head up. Cheers life is like a beautiful drink lets get drunk


"Some people die at 25 but buried at 75" Benjamin Franklin 

the.last.of.me's picture

Thanks so much!

I had to deal with feeling like this a while ago, but thanks from support from good friends and people like you, I am fine now.... Actualy I'm happier than I've ever been! so thanks for your support!Smile