Embarrassed to admit the feeling
Reminds me how poorly I'm dealing
Never have I felt like this
The signs are too hard not to miss
Rapidly escalating
Energizing, elevating
Determined not to make a mess
I do just that, I must confess
Can I request some more instruction?
Knowing my bent toward self-destruction
There's a myriad of ways to blunder
Overcome by fear, I wonder
Best to keep my feelings hidden
Or expose the one forbidden
Now's the time, don't blow this chance
You're so lovely, care to dance?