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I DON"T CARE ANYMORE
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DEPRESSION I don"t care about anything any more I have not
being out of my apartment since last Sunday I do not
care what happens any more I try to make friends then
it is the wrong friends I try to care then I care to much
and right now I do not care about anything how do we
know who is telling the truth or not, going to have
my daughter here tomorrow and then that is hard on me
she in a wheel chair and sometimes I just get so sad when
I see her as a mom you want to fix her but I can not
and I am getting so I do not care about happily ever
after any more I do not think that is ever going to happen
with me I just do not care what happens anymore and
I do not care if I go out if i dont if i see anyone or
i dont i dont care,
I can so relate to this poem. I've been quite depressed these past three days. dtr blew me off two days in row for movies,3 jobs I tried for didn't pan and one that was to call back end of week never called. Add to that this place I call the graveyard because people are anti-social well it's worse this weekend because even a lot of the normal hibernators have taken off making the parking lot look like a ghost town. That's an eerie feeling in itself. Tomorrow hoping to find out if I can get a ride to NH to see my John. I will pray hard for that tonight.