It seem like i am sitting here crying all the time tears run from eyes. Where sometimes thoughts of of sucide run through my mind. Maybe of an overdose of pills or maybe of a heart attack just sometimes i have these thoughts in my head and its mostly because of all the past hurts and abuse in my life.

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Just feeling like this at times,

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Shellysweetness's picture

i totally get where your coming from i feel like this so much i love this poem its great!!


Lynn Zimmerman's picture

This poem reminded me of me. I know the feeling. Sending good vibes your way.

Kelly McNerney's picture

yeah. its actually about a friend and kinda me...we know the guys..but we mostley talk on the internet and then they just treat us like shit in person and blah blah im sure you know the story. it hurts really bad.

giajl's picture

You've got to be strong and by writing down your fears whether past or present, is all part of a healing process.

Tomorrow is another day.

I didn't spend half my life in the Hell holes of this world for you to give up!!!

Nobody remembers who came second.....but we'll never forget Dan Quayle!!!

Paratrooper's don't die........ they go to Hell and regroup!!!

Kevin Presley's picture

i felt this poem, keep your head up, bright days lie ahead!
great job letting the emotions out.

Joe Logsdon's picture

I'm not going to say it's going to get better...because no one really knows. What I'm going to say is use this anger and past hurt as inspiration for more poems. That's what I do :)