I Don't Know What To Do

How can you say that you still love me,

but not like you did last year?

I need to have it in black and white,

it needs to be crystal clear.



Tell me exactly what you want,

tell me what to do.

Is there still a chance for us to work things out?

I just don't know what to do.



I've never felt this kind of pain before,

never had my heart broken like this.

I never dreamed that we'd see this day,

It's not just you that I'm going to miss.



I fell in love with your children,

Lauren, Mikayla, and William too.

I don't know how I'm going to deal with this,

I don't know what I'm going to do.



I can't imagine going a day without you,

I can't bear the thought of a lifetime.

Valentine's day, when you proposed to me,

That was wonderful, so sublime.



Now all of those happy thoughts are gone,

And all I can think of is losing you.

And when I realize that I'm not dreaming,

Crying is all that I can do.












Author's Notes/Comments: 

Bill, I love you so very very much, I can't stand the thought of living my life without you.  I know that I can't make you love me, but I hope that you realize that you still do, and want to be with me and Ellie.

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