Why?

Folder: 
Heartache

I don't know when it started,

But my world is falling apart.

Everything is so out of control,

I've got a wounded heart.



I don't know what to do,

I don't know where to go.

So many things needing to be said,

I can't handle another wicked blow.



I've been down so many times before,

But never, ever this much!

I thought I was in control of my life,

Somehow I got out of touch.



The world's spinning around me,

I just can't get things to go right.

I try my hardest to make things okay,

But you still remain uptight!



I haven't a clue what I should do,

I don't know which way to turn.

I thought I did things right this time,

But I guess I'll never learn.



Each time I pick myself up,

Just to get kicked back to the floor.

I'm hurting, lost, and alone,

I can't take it anymore.



I wonder why you didn't talk to me,

Maybe then we could've made it right.

I was sure your intentions were true,

Then again, I'm not very bright.



I mustn't be too intelligent,

Because I set myself up for pain.

I'm too naive to think it'll happen again,

It's making me go insane.



Why do I always fall in love,

With guys that don't love me in return?

I wouldn't know what to do if I met a guy,

Who didn't let me crash and burn.



What is going on here?!?!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A lot of times I feel like this, things start looking up every now and then, and then when I least expect it, I end up getting hurt.  I don't know...I guess it's written in my stars.  Yay, lucky me!

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Jake LeVering's picture

Hey, I know how you feel. I feel this way quite often myself. I am always falling in love with girls who don't return the same feelings, or they do, ad ten something changes their mind. You are a very good writer. I really like your work. I will defintiely be checking back to see when you put up new ones. Thanks for giving your readers the gift of a good soul for writing.

Butch Lesley's picture

My youngest son used to feel this way a lot. He has been married 5 years as of yerterday and is very, very happy. Hang in there Teresa, the right one is out there. You will know it when you find him or he finds you or you find each other...*smiles*