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all of the words that i write

i bleed on

making them my own

so no one can fake

the pain or

the joy that

i have been through



all of the words that i write

are made out of shattered

pieces of glass

i'm hoping you can see my

weathered face in it



because i

worked real hard

to get here

and i'm

not gonna give

it all

away

to you



i'm not gonna

give it all up

for some-

body like

you(rs)



fuck you

and your...

*beautiful ways*



every word i think of

is in my soul

it's a part of me

that i just can't let go



so you can

try to convince me

to

get my emotions

poured out

in.

front.

of.

you.

and so you can

take it all

away

from me

in a cheap plastic cup



well i'm not

gonna give it

all up

for

you



my words are like

towering candles

they can burn you (up inside)

but they can burn out...

just like me



but i'll savor

the moment that

i have here



i'm not gonna give

it all away

no matter what you say



you can't pull off

"originality"

when it was never your

"works of art" to begin with



i'm not gonna

give

these emotions

away

for you to play

and

burn me

alive (in my mind)



these words are

my blood

you must have misunderstood me



these words are

my soul

  and

my   body



you can't take my feelings inside



you can't take

my

life

because these words are

...my life...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

okay, so i got carried away while typing this. it's still 100% stephanie.

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Tyler Rodrigue's picture

What in the hell are you talking about now. Lies? Fuck you. You and this systematic bullshit that you're trying to pull on me. And I know that whatever I say right here, you're going to deny to everyone else. But you can't lie to yourself, so listen closely. Cut the shit. I'm sick of it. Because that promise that we made with Ashley..I've kept it. And if I haven't, then remind me of it, because I must have been dreaming. Mitchel, you should have known better than to try and pull a fast one on me. Now, I don't know what your reasoning is about this, because we both know damn well that I HAVE NOT DONE A DAMN THING TO YOU. Your enemy is not me; it's that neurotic fuck that you have for a conscience. But since you just HAD to drag me into this, I guess I'll grab a seat. Because now I don't care what anyone thinks about what I do anymore..Stephanie included. It's called moving on, and that's something that you never expected me to do. Want to know the truth? I'm crazy. I have no control over myself, and that's the honest to God truth. Want to know another truth? You are a power-hungry, manipulitive whore that has to dig himself out of something new every day. You are unloyal; you are undisciplined. But you are a damn good liar. And that right there is your haven. You are tact. You are tactical. Mitchel, life isn't a fucking game. It's not a damn chess board. When it's over, you don't shake hands with everyone and start fresh. Ha-fucking-ha. Tyler, tyler. Feeble and noncaring, easily tackled. Am I weak? No. I'm just smart enough to know that you can fight your enemy one million times over and never hear defeat admitted. But your body gives up on yourself in a heartbeat. Vent on me all you want, Lucifer, and I won't say a word. Just know that this will not stop until you want it to.
PS. I'm so right that it's sickening.

MM's picture

To thy querest Tyler:
Talk is cheap bitch! Now walk the walk. I'm sick of you taking the fucking coward's way out of everything. Quit going around and telling people lies about me. Every time you do this is only going to make it worse for you. Be a man and talk to me face to face.

Tyler R's picture

No, Mitchel, see...that's where you're wrong.

When I said that she could compare her to me, I didn't mean that in accordance to what she had written on the bottom of the post. Being an outsider, and having no clue to what the real point of me saying that was, you comments make me laugh. I meant, if you don't mind me explaining, that she used to say that I wrote a lot better than her. And that phrase that was above-stated proved to ME that we are on the same caliber. You see, you would have had to have been there.

Damn it, Mitchel; you just don't get it, do you?

Mitchel Barnes's picture

dam tyler dont u get it.
she is saying that u cant compare yourself to her because this 100% her. if u could say u could think of this then u are saying u are her but no one in this world is her but her.
well i hope u sort of get what im saying.

Tyler Rodrigue's picture

And now, I will take the time to say that this is the best phrase that I've ever heard you say:
i'm not gonna
give it all up
for some-
body like
you(rs)
Now you can compare yourself with me, like it or not. Because that's something that I would think of. Actually, I never would have thought of that. Just a little self-confidence. You're everything to me. Keep it that way.