fuck me like a collectible
man on the moon taking the earth by storm
show me that I have never known the difference
between praying & preying
this body is only ever a tool for you to wield till you get bored
a wreck for you to leave on the kitchen stairs
or the forest floor
a cello bow or a crossbow
open me with sound or pin me with a glance
a hymn for your voice box to empty upon
bond me to life & limb
set me on fire
show me that I have never known the difference
between touch & torch
flames lick up my skin every time I feel you nearer
close but no contact
I want to learn to listen to my awakening
moans vibrating in the pit of your belly
swallowed up the sensation
before I live the mountain peaks
because what do I believe in
if not endings
endings as exquisite as this
I used to chase grief just to feel my hands
now I chase my hands to feel slivers of unforgetting
grief as climax
tears as a quick vacation
come
she said
rain down my cheeks when winter appears
it will be the prettiest waterslide
just don’t look before you freeze
I have never been more than
a stick figure to add to a masterpiece
bring me down show me off
so I can make you into landscape
& I’ll be the pretty one
hundred-dollar collectible