feeling fights?

I want my brain to b in peace,

but its fighting even to breath,

i dont have courage even to let you know how i feel

whats actually happening with us now a days

you were something special a true feeling of care

now i really feel stupid that whyy did i really care

you broke me hard into pieces nt mendable

what was my mistake a simple question unanswerable

i fought hard i survived though

but i am not the same i used to be whom

how can you do this to me my friend

wasnt i someone you really cared

now you return just because you finished your fight

but now what do you expct even me to change

i want you to know how i have gone through all tha pain

it wasnt that easy for me to follow the rain

i cried till my tears evaporated in the air

i fought till my breath said enough now theres nothing left

now you returned but my heart says i have sheilded you because this person really doesnt care

if it had it wouldnt have done such things to you

dont let her in again or else she will break you

i tried to get normal but do i really know

i changes allot n i can feel it so

i dont have that feelings that i used to have 

but i do really care that it shouldnt have been there

words are unspoken but fight is still there

i may smile like nothing happend

but my question is still there

what did i do that you betrayed

what was my fault that i was forced to be broken

if you could answer i would have been glad

but ask yourself was it really for me to make me mad..

You dint do it good but still everything has to go on..

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is for my friend who ment allot to me but now...huhh

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