letting go.

This is how it feels when I ignore the words you say to me And this is where I lose myself when i dont want to be around you I keep running away from you because i cant believe the lies you say And this is who I am and i can't stop who i am because you dont like me when you don't know me anymore you took me for a joy ride to hell and back And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me to move on with my life,  and leave you behind.


 The world I know can hate you The world I know can break you you try to Breathe your life into me but you couldn't awake me because i can still feel the evilness inside of you  And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge of the line looking at you thinking what happen to you the one person i care about and love so much, And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away you Tell yourself its over now you broke the vows that we once set If only you could find the strength to kill the memories that we have made over the years 


but now these empty pages never turn because you have killed the love that we once had You tried to bury me so deep in the lies that you have said over and over again to me, so what lies beneath us is death on our so called dreams your hope will die alone because i have move forward & realize that all that you said to me were lies you will fade away from my memories and then i can move forward with out you in my vision keeping me from moving forward Can you just turn away and let me go can you feel That this love that we onces had wasnt real so just walk away and leave me alone All your secrets crawl inside my head that i wish i didnt have to keep but you trusted me with them so there they stay deep inside of me. 


where no one will ever hear I have kept them safe from everyone. but they keep crawling deep inside me all i can do is drink them into pain that i dont have to remind myself of these memories that we made the secrets that you have told me  So I close my eyes and let them hurt me deep inside Letting The voice inside me begins to stir and reminds me of what you used to be Watch me bleed because all i can do is ripe the skin off my body trying to make myself feel like i am clean from the dirtness that you have place on me.

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