letter to my love

Dear Alfred,


My love for u becomes overwhelming, & I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to u every day. A day without u in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need u when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need u in the rain to keep me dry; I need u in my life to keep me happy. U make me feel wonderful. U give me strength when I just can't carry on & I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true. I want to thank u for the endless things u have been do for me since u came back into my life, even if u don’t realize u are doing it. I want to thank u for loving me endlessly, even when I am the biggest pain in the ass that u could’ve ever imagined. I want to thank u for being so patient with me, especially when I’m being stubborn at times, I want to thank u for sitting through all the bitchy rants that I have. I want to thank u for enduring the emotional roller coaster that PMS takes me on every single month, & not calling me a psychopath in the process. I want to thank u for every time u tell me I look beautiful, when my hair looks like it could nest a small family of birds, I want to thank u for not losing ur shit on me when I’m being absolutely ridiculous, but instead calming me down & talking me through whatever it is I’m unnecessarily flipping my shit over. I want to thank u for always lifting me up, & never knocking me down. I want to thank u for always encouraging me to do my best. I want to thank u for always believing in me, even when I can’t even believe in myself half the time. I want to thank u for being so damn amazing, for u’re everything that I’ve ever wanted & so much more. I want to thank u for calming me down when I’m cry, especially when it’s because I’m being incredibly oversensitive over something small. I want to thank u for making me laugh harder than I ever have in my entire life. I want to thank u for putting a smile on my face when the only thing I want to do is cry into a gallon of ice cream.  I want to thank u for making me feel like I’m perfect, when I know I’m far from it. I want to thank u for loving me through all of my nonsense. I know there’s a good bit of it. I want to thank u for apologizing simply to cease an argument, I promise I never want to argue, so when u make an effort to actually end the argument on a good note, it means the world to me. I want to thank u for embracing my weird personality, rather than telling me things I need to change about myself. But most of all, I want to thank u for being u. I want to thank u for being the man that I can fall in love with over & over again, every single day. I want to thank u for being the most selfless person I’ve ever met, & putting everyone before urself. I want to thank u for being my absolute best friend. I want to thank u for letting me love someone as amazing as u, & loving me just the same. Thank u loving me for who I am. Thanks for making me laugh & smile when I'm sad or have a bad day. I still get excited when I see Ur name pop up on my phone. U’re always on my mind, u’re all I want, all I need. U’re my whole entire world. Babe, u know I love u & I tell u everyday to remind u, but u'll never know how much I love u bcuz my love for u can’t be expressed in words. I know I’m not the best, but I’ll always be here for u if u let me. U’re the last person I want in my life. U’re on my mind every second, every minute, every hour, every day & every single time I blink. U fill all the space in my mind & heart. I love u baby. When I am with u, it feels like a dream come true. u're my angel from heaven. I love u. I can't find words to tell u how much I love u. U mean everything to me. Plz stay by my side forever. I can't possibly think of loving anyone else the way I love u. U're my life, I can't imagine my life without u or a life after u. U fill my head with thoughts of u. U're in my heart & u fill my every being with just ur existence. I'll never ever be able to love anyone as much as I have love u. I trust u with my heart & just know this, I don't trust that easily, U know my darkest secrets & my happiest moments u see me more often at my worst than at my best. U might not realize this but u & I just click. U are my strength & my weakness, my joy & my headache but I am so thankful & glad that every morning I wake up & think about u & every night I dream about u. I will always & forever love u even when words can't express how much I love u. U’re the most handsome man that I have ever been with that doesn't always take things to the head & call urself conceited, I love u so much babe. Every time I tell u I love u, I mean it like ten times harder than the last time. Cause my feelings for u multiple everyday. U make me fall for u everyday, over & over again. U make me so happy. Whenever u ain't busy I can’t help but smile, & laugh. Or stare at u. (I do that a lot) I know we’ve been through a lot in our past, I just want u to know, no matter what we go through I'll always be a call, text, vchat, message away. I’ll always be here for u. Always. I hope we are always together. I want to be the reason u look at ur phone & smile. I love the way u make me happy, & the ways u show ur care. I love the way u say, ‘I Love u’, & the way u’re always there. I want us to have years together, I never want to spend any of them without u. I want u to know how much I appreciate all of the little things u do for me. U make me feel needed, wanted, & cared about. U are absolutely amazing. The most amazing person I have ever met. U always make sure I’m smiling, laughing, & having a good time even if it's only on vchat or message. I want to feel safe especially with u & it makes me think I am the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing boyfriend. I want to spend the rest of my life with u. U have the most caring heart. For once in my life I feel beautiful & wanted. It is unbelievable how I can be myself around u & feel so close to u, I feel like I have known u forever! I couldn’t imagine my life without u. I may not be the nicest or the best girlfriend sometimes, & I promise u that I will treat u how u deserve to be treated from now on. When u’re not around u are ALL I think about! I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life. I’ve never had second thoughts or regrets about us. With all the tears & trouble we’ve been through its worth it because I got to share my heart with u! U’ve opened my eyes to love & true happiness! I’ve never been so certain of anything in my life like I am us! Baby, I’m glad that u came into my life again. I love u! I just love everything about u, ur magical hazel sexy eyes, the sound of ur voice & ur gentle touch! I can’t stop thinking about u when were apart! U mean the world to me; u are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love u. I love u with all my heart what could I be without u & u make me happy everyday we've been together for 1 month & I hope we last longer bcuz I love u with all my heart u are the love of my life sometimes we don't talk but I will always love u when I message u I tell u I love u & I love it when u say u love me too, ur the best boyfriend I ever had in my life sometimes u tell me to be careful bcuz we get mad at each other over some thing so stupid but I love u more then anything u are my life like always. u always right there for me like u were back in high school & that's another reason why I love u, I want u to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with u. there are no words to express the feeling I feel in my heart that u came back into my life, & how u make every day so special. U are my life, my heart, my soul. U’re my best friend, my one true love, my one & only. I love u more today than I did yesterday, & I'll love u more tomorrow than I do today. Loving u is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day. I apologize straight from the heart for overreact on a lot of shit these past few days, & I'm sorry. I‘m ashamed of how I treat u & I'm sorry I've been so moody lately. I'm afraid I'll say something to make u forget the feelings u have for me I'm worried u won't want me anymore. I know I can make u mad, but I promise u this that I'm gonna try to not to make u mad. Because I love u with everything I have & I don't want to lose u not now not ever. I was scared to love u at first, out of fear that u would hurt me, but I did & it’s the best thing I’ve ever done. Now, the only fear I have is waking up & realizing it’s all a dream. U are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Each moment that u & I spend together is so magical that I catch myself smiling for no reason at all. I thought that I would never find a love that is as strong as ours, but now that we've found each other I know that u are the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, the person I want to marry, the person I want to have babies with, & the person I want to grow old with. Baby, u complete me. U make my life so amazing & I don't know how else to repay u but to love u just as much as u love me. The world is a better place to be because of u. U make me feel beautiful. Thank u for giving me so much more than I ever could have wanted. I am so thankful for what we have, & for everything we will have. U are the only man I ever want to share my life with from here on out. I could never imagine what it would be like if we were to lose each other. I don't even want to think about it. All I want to do is to think of u. U are the love of my life. I love u, & I always will until the day I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have u by my side & urs will be the last face that I see. When I'm older I’ll look back at the ways we argued about things that were so insignificant & we’ll laugh & know that our love was strong enough to overcome every argument. I just want u to know that I'm thankful that u came into my life & I will love u till the end of my days. My love for u will never fade, I’m still crazy about u, baby. I know u could've asked any other girl out but instead u pick me outta all girls. I don't know what I would do without u, seeing u happy since u met me makes me feel special it like we pick up where we left off, I know there's day that I'm gonna get u angry but I don't care bcuz I know that when u calm down u realize that I didn't walk away like most people would. U have no idea how I feel. I care about u so much. U know ever since I met u I've been the happiest girl alive, boys like u are rare to find, I don't think there is any type of boy like u. U're ur own person & that's what I love about u. When I'm upset u always make sure I'm happy. Some say babe I wanna get married to u be Mrs. Fletcher, have kids with u & grow old with u. That's literally my future plans, bcuz I know that as long as u are by my side I'll be okay in every pain & struggle, I'm saying this all from my heart every little word in this paragraph is how I feel about u now & I don't think it will change how I feel about u bcuz I know u won't bcuz u're my one & only baby & I'll love u till death do us apart. I love u so much baby. I hope this puts a massive smile on ur face bcuz I want u to know that my love for u grows every single day. Ur the last thing I think about, when I am sleeping ur in my dreams & the first thing I think about when I wake up & u never leave my mind no Matter what I am doing or who I'm chillin with, it's u that's on my mind 24/7 & Hopefully we go in the future together bcuz without u my puzzle of my life would be incomplete, I love u so much baby boy


Ur Super Blessed Girlfriend




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