Forever Wasn't Supposed to End (Rewritten)

So were do I start,

With this situation,

and all of these feelings coming directly from my heart?

All the Happiness, laughing and fun that we had,

But always the same with every good thing comes with 10 more things bad.

All of the up and downs

Some confusion witch led to aggression and at moments the person that made me so happy was a trigger on my depression

This just found its place like every story that begins always comes with an end!

   Is it too late?

To make you come back?

Back to a place were you once stood with me,

where nothing could touch us.

Or was this meant to be just my screwed up fate.

All of the things we did and memories we shared,

This all happened in the period of exactly one year,

But I'd do anything just to get back there

You might think I'm weird but nobody could understand the way I cared.

   I’m sure I'll be so easy to replace,

but there’s always room and a special spot left in my heart witch no one can fulfill because it's your space.

I've held this in for a long time

But the presure has built up inside,

So now I have to let you know

I have to walk away,move on with my life and go

Was all of that time wasted that we spent?

Could this be the end of a friendship that would last forever?

Maybe forever’s just not the word we meant.

  Through out all we let our friendship twist and bend,

But I never thought this mangled friendship would have to come to an end.

Maybe for now thats how it has to be

Everyone has to walk away somtimes

I tell myself that it will be ok

We find ourselves standing eye to eye

& now its time to say goodbye

To the one that was there with me through thick and thin

Now without you a new lifestyle I've been forced to begin!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this 3 years ago and I was reading over it I just thought of some stuff that could add to make it a little better.

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