ONE MORE TIME 8/12/04

I just cant take the fact that your so close

I guess that’s what makes me what you the most

I know your right here but I can’t have you because you don’t want me

What can I do to make you see

I would have given you everything

Everything I have to give

Sometimes I don’t want to remain to live

I just can’t stand being alone

Balling my eyes out the whole drive home

Blasting that same song

Why are you here when you’re gone?

I wish I could just be with you one last time

To hold in side the few moments you were mine.

You can’t understand your body I crave

They roll over my emotions like title waves

Id, do anything

I’d be your slave

Just wrap yourself around my heart tonight

Then I will disappear at the first sight of light

Just be with me once more that’s all you have to do

I’m so sorry that I couldn’t be good enough for you

I just wanted to give you my all

But too soon I gave you too much

And still it kills me that is was your heart I never touched

I wish that I could be the one that you desire

I wish I could be the one that you admire

But I’m not

Still these feelings cant be fought

So I just figured I should let you know

Before I walk away for the last time

Before I decide to let myself go

I wish that I could be the one that you need

I wish you didn’t want me to leave

I dreamt that you wanted to get to know me again

I dreamt that you wanted to be my friend

But then I woke up to face reality and my dream came to an end

Give me one more chance

Time doesn’t have to last

Just to be with you again

I don’t want to just be your friend but I will give that thought up

Even if its tough

I know that I will never be enough

I will never have your love

I know that I don’t love you

But that doesn’t mean I don’t want to be with you

God if you only knew

What you do to me

You make me crazy

You turn me on and then you turn me away

It’s insane to feel this way.

I just want you to know

That I can’t take it anymore

Shut off the lights and shut the door

Please be with me just once more

Then you can forget my face

And you can forget my taste

Its just not fair

But you don’t care

I will walk away from you, my first

And hope that my tear ducts don’t burst

I will move on there will be others in my life

I will grow and I will thrive

But my heart will remain the same inside

I will not forget

No matter how hard I fall or hit

Just hold me one last time

And I will pretend that you are mine

I want to be with you tonight

All though I know it isn’t right.












Author's Notes/Comments: 

this sucks......

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