W/O you

April 14th 2014- 

 

Without you here 

I know so much fear

Sometime petty and frail 

But other times oh so real

 

It still makes me sick

Knowing the winnings

Have gone to all those pricks

 

I am here

You are there

Separated by little more than fear

 

They got what they wanted 

You got what you needed

I got what I deserved

 

That sounds like the perfect world

The one we always talked about

Before that one February day

 

I still have nightmares

Even though it's been months

About how I couldn't help you

About how you didn't try

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm not a very emotional person normally, but if you listen to the way I speak and how I verbalize my words,  you may catch a glimpse of how lost I am. I speak my emotion. Through my poems. 

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